Missing Baby Girl

My mama has had Blakelyn for 3 days now and I am missing her so much. She is only 4 months old but I know mama is loving every minute that she has with her. I wake up at night just wanting to hold her and kiss her but I know she will be in my arms soon. I'm like man what did I do before I had her, it's crazy how much your life changes when you have a kid. It's definitely a love I have never experienced, now I get all those times when mama would say you will understand when you have kids. To this day my mother still worries about me, sometimes it's annoying but then I know she just loves me so much.

We finally had the cedar trim installed at the base boards and windows. Crazy how much you appreciate something that you didn't have for a long time. The guys did an awesome job and I'm just glad that our house is coming together. Now it's time to look at some blinds or maybe some DIY projects for the windows. I haven't posted any new projects in awhile, I'm thinking about making a head board for our bedroom. I'm ready to get crafty!

This weekend I'm going to the New Kids on the Block concert in Oklahoma City. I remember when I was 12 years old and to see them in concert would have been amazing, but I knew there was no way I could ever go to a concert like that. I wish I could go back in time and tell my 12 year old self  "don't worry you will see them 23 years". I'm really looking forward to hanging out with the Amarillo girls and having a relaxing weekend. Well I say relaxing, I'm going to be screaming like a 12 year old girl come Saturday night.

Blakelyn at 4 months old